Consumed by anxiety – The heavens felt my sadness
A cigarette along the misty rain.
Sipping some mysterious vibe,
Feeling my gnashing pain.
My head swirls with the surrounding.
I reckon a dark cloudless sky,
Such loneliness would it bring.
Hug me, anxiety and clearlessness
Embrace me to careless conclusions
I am mad, I secretly profess.
Warm my soul with empty deceit
Cover my eyes with sorrow
I admit defeat, I admit defeat.
I’d like to bathe in the rain
Like a playful child –
But, I want to feel pain.
Bon Adriel Portoza